just a little word but its not just words :P

ehem ehem kan gue mau pindah ke jogja nih pas abis lulus gitu, doakan agar saya lulus :)
brati gue harus pisah ma teman temen gue di tangerang juga sama si "ehem" pertamanya sih gue ga mau trus rada dikit down juga sih harus pindah ke jogja apalagi mungkin gue juga ngga bentar di jogja :(
gue pindah ke jogja karena ada masalah keluarga yang ngga bisa gue ceritain disini (blog) karena bener-bener kekeluargaan banget
yah mungkin ini hanya sebatas rangkaian kata gue yang rada dikit ancur lebur lah. ahaha. :D
ni kata-kata buat si ehem. mungkin ini bakal gue kasih di hari terakhir gue di tangerang. agak sama sih ya sama postingan gue yang sebelum-sebelumnya gitu cuma gue inggrisin aja tapi ada dikit juga yang di ubah

thank you for having to send a message to me
thank you for being the most beautiful man ever in my life
thank you for having to hear all my sighs
thank you for filling my days are empty
thank you for having taught me the true meaning of life
thank you for being honest with your feelings toward me, on 10 May 2009 (ha? not, apparently. may still remember the tone)
thank you for giving something that may never be I give to you
thank you for making my day more meaningful
thank you for being such a wonderful man who will never compare in my life
thank you because you never gave little attention to me
thank you because you make my spirit to live
thanks for reply to my message the first time I send a message to you, at that moment I felt very happy.
thank you because you have made me a stronger woman
thank you for showing the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen

I'm sorry because I have so much trouble you during this
I'm sorry because I have a lot of mistakes to you
sorry for my many sins that I have done to you
sorry I've been very selfish
sorry I've been lying to you
sorry for all the pain that I have carved in your life
sorry for the tone never known a woman like me
I'm sorry because I often make you disappointed
sorry because you have to know the woman did not know myself as I am
I'm sorry because I have never colored your life and always makes you disappointed
sorry I should have in your life
I'm sorry because I could never understand the feeling you
sorry for being a very bad woman who never existed in your life
sorry for never become the best woman for you
sorry for not ever be the perfect woman for you
sorry for having made many mistakes to you
I'm sorry because often annoyed and irritated tone
sorry for never being a woman that you wanted (maybe because I think that you have never thought of my presence, but I do not have a problem with it because I will always love you:))

well, maybe this is the last gift I can give to you. sorry for all this time I have a lot of trouble and hurt your day. now I'll go away, perhaps for a long time.
This is only the last message I could convey to you hank you for everything :D